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2007-07-27T02:16:00.000-07:00

hiies .

you know what? i felt like killing myself and just die and never survived even i reach the hospital. why i become even worse than before only when i am in school i did not say to xinyi or either chanel or even to anybody? i dont hate you anymore but i feel like killing myself . whats the point on living on when no one caring about me its not your fault i did not say its your fault. what should i do? i really dont know. mabe i am IMPERFECT or either i am a reality girl ? izzt? i didnt know myself too. i am really confused . i know that you are trying to avoid me already. but if you cant jus dont do it as i am always wif xinyi and chanel and you will talk to them so dont just because of me and stop talking to them. its my problem not theirs and not even yours so you eventually could stop avoiding me and act normally when you accidentaly saw me. i wont mind all this anymore as i dun feel anything . my heart had been splitted . maybe its like what xinyi says . this is my first love and i had been hurt so deeply so for me to mend this broken heart it takes a long time.it might be the truth so i will try my very best to help myself to mend this broken heart which had flown away with my blood .

byess .

2007-07-14T04:33:00.000-07:00

bOy, why did yOu like her back and didnt let the 'whOle' wOrld knOw. isnt that you would be happy if it really happens? thOught that yOu said yOu like me. but hOw cOme you didnt change the date or prOfile in your blog? WHY? this means you still like her when you are with me. whats the point of being with me. so i did not make a mistake of breaking wif you, but i made a big mistake to like you from the beginning ! thinking nOw that you had not known that someone is betraying you now. surprised hurhs? next time i will talk more things about you. now this is for all.

byes.

2007-07-06T03:06:00.000-07:00

hiies

sad. why no one sign my guestbook de? haiis..

byess

2007-07-01T21:51:00.000-07:00

hiies

this is my private blog. i will be using this to write my own feelings to it. i will also be using proper english for this blog only.

byes